Blog Post

Words from a wanderer

10. July 2022

I cannot believe it has been more than a month since my last post. I truly had every intention of updating this blog once a week, but I now see that this is simply not how I work, and it’s not how I want to do this blog. This blog is meant to be my creative outlet, an online journal, a place where I share my thoughts, an outlet, a place where I share whatever is on my heart. I don’t want this blog to be about SEO, about plans, about making the perfect headline or anything like that. I want this blog to be completely mine.

My favorite blog has been The Balanced Blonde for so many years. What I love about her blog is that whatever she shares, she shares from her heart and soul. It is not about SEO, it is not about posting once a week or even once a month. I have always loved that sometimes Jordan shares blog posts several times a month, other times there might be three months (or more!) between blog posts. I can just tell that what she shares is so much from the heart. It really is not at all about ranking on Google. It’s so authentic and true. So pure.

That was always my intention with this blog. I am a writer. I do enough SEO and thinking about ranking on Google in my client work. I truly don’t mind this at all. However, this is not how I wish to run my business. I don’t like strategies. I don’t like budgets. I am such a creative soul, a wanderer, a dreamer, a believer… This is what I want my business to be about. I want this blog and my social media to truly reflect me and who I am. I want to share from my heart and soul. Truly and deeply.

I want to share my wandering soul, my heart, my dreams… All of it. So you might see some changes around here. Because the truth is I have changed.

I started traveling at the end of April, and I have completely changed. I feel that I have stepped more and more into the woman I have always been meant to be. I am becoming more and more myself. My true, authentic self. I am sharing my voice. I am speaking my truth. I am living my truth. I am no longer afraid and worried what everyone around me will think about me. I am just being myself. My beautiful, wild, creative me. Without hesitation. Without doubt. Without fear. I am shining my light. My bright, blazing light.

For so many years I have been too scared to share my voice. To share my dreams, what’s on my heart, my thoughts, my emotions… I have been so scared and worried to do so. Even though I have always known that I am meant to share. I am meant to write. To teach. To share. To be a light. I have known that for years and years, but I have always been afraid of my own light. I have done whatever has been expected of me. Whatever I thought was the “right” path according to society. Without ever really doing what I truly wanted.

Truth is I have always loved writing and teaching. Always. I remember how I loved helping my sister with her homework when we were kids. I just loved teaching. And I loved writing. This is my path.

I love working with my clients. Truly. I am deeply grateful for each and every client I have. They are kind, caring, flexible and so supportive. I really am so grateful for every client.

But I also want to write more. Just from the heart. Like here on the blog, on Instagram, in books, start a podcast… I have so many ideas, visions and dreams for my business, and I just know in my heart that they are all going to come true. I feel it with every fiber of my being.

Traveling has really made me step into the woman I am meant to be. I love expressing my authentic voice, my true voice, just my truth really. Just being myself. My true, authentic self. Simply shining my light as bright as possible, following my heart and curiosity, soaking it all up. just being myself. I love it. I can’t even fully explain how traveling has made this transformation and shift in me. I just know it has. I feel so much more clear. More confident. More like myself. I am happy. Truly, deeply happy.

For those of you who may not know I left Denmark at the end of April. I first went to the Maldives which was incredible, and then I have been in Sri Lanka for the past two months or so. I travel to Bali at the end of the month which I am beyond excited about. I am working full time and teaching yoga which I absolutely love. And for all those who have asked me if I will return to Denmark my answer is no, not permanently. I am of course going to visit but I really don’t see myself living in Denmark. I never really have. I have never truly felt happy living in Denmark. I don’t belong there. I don’t belong in Europe. I have known that for years, but I only found the courage to leave Denmark earlier this year. It was the right decision.

Denmark will always have a special place in my heart, and of course I will always go back there. I do love my country. I just don’t belong there, and living there feels wrong. I feel like a fish out of water. I do, however, love visiting. I really love visiting. But it’s not for me to live there.

I am not yet sure where my base will be, and I think it will probably change over the years. Right now, I am just going with the flow. I am often staying in one country for a longer time as I really like to soak in the culture, the people and everything about the country. I love immersing myself in a country, and it also makes my work much easier if I’m not always on the go. I love making deep connections with the most amazing people from all corners of the globe. I cannot even begin to tell you how many absolutely wonderful, inspiring and just incredible people I have met since I started traveling. I am in complete awe at each of these people.

I have made so many deep connections and made so many new friends. Close friends. Friends who are also living and sharing their truth, which also makes me feel safe in sharing my truth and just being my authentic self. I feel so free. So much like myself. I am connecting to Mother Earth every day. Truly connecting. I am walking barefooted, getting my feet in the sand, swimming, collecting seashells, eating the most amazing, abundant, fresh food made with so much love, I am practicing yoga, I am writing, I am teaching and sharing yoga, I am going to fun events, I am learning so much about myself, others and the world. I love it. I really, truly, deeply love it.

I am so blessed. So abundant. So loved. So protected. So grateful. Thank you, Universe. Thank you, thank you, thank you. With my whole heart, thank you.

I also just love the sunshine and the warm climate. I was definitely made for this kind of weather. It just makes me happy. So yeah, life is good. I have so much faith. I have just completely surrendered to the universe. I now know with my full heart and soul that the universe truly has my back. I feel it with every fiber of my being. I just feel it and know it. There’s no doubt whatsoever. Even if I have a slow week with less income I just trust the universe. I trust that it just means I need to spend those or weeks creating, writiting, preparing yoga teacher trainings, connecting with the earth, connecting with myself and my friends. There is no fear. No anxiety. Just pure faith and trust.

I could keep babbling on and on for a long time, but let’s stop here for now. I’ll be back when I feel inspired to write again.

I love you all so much, and if you are reading this, thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. It means the world to me that you are reading these words and supporting me. So thank you, angel. Thank you.

Much love & light,

Heidi